UPDATE!

So the summer hasn't flown by but it sure isn't going slow. I am not particularly fond of work. I just don't think they know what to do with me. My next project is to survey customers and you know they aren't going to want to talk to me. Does anyone like to be surveyed? No. But I've had to do lots of uncomfortable non-goal oriented things this summer.

I am loving the summer other wise and glad to be home. I miss my hussies and am excited for school when it comes, but right now I'm just concentrating on life here at home.

I miss my hussies and my Stillwater and my room and everything I left behind. This internship has started really slowly. I mean REALLY SLOWLY. For the second day now, I've left early because they had nothing for me to do. All I basically did all day was twiddle my thumbs read the website and those of the brands Backwoods carries and random things the marketing girl would give me. My mind is numb. NUMB. I need to run. I need to have some sort of mental stimulation because so far my mind is being dulled. Sharpen me up, baby, I'm ready.

P.S. I need some bubble tea. And a hug.

"Beggars can't be choosers."

"Take what I can get."

So I think it's a little pompous to receive something and then question the manner in which it was given or why it was given. All I have to say is F you. Strong I know, but I knew better, but still I punched myself in the face and did it anyway and in return was punched by someone else. F. I'm just agrivated with myself. Ashley you are not allowed to be dumb any more. And that's that. Period.